The evening of May 18th was a calm spring evening in Palestine. A few days earlier, I had just arrived to the country after nine months of being away, and I had it in my mind to make this a very enriching, adventurous, productive and active summer – not only for my resume but also for my soul.
With that in mind, I was coming to Palestine right around the time that the tenth Palestine Festival of Literature, or PalFest, was happening. I clicked on the “Going” icon on the Facebook event and tagged a couple of friends and my cousin to tag along with me. I scanned the schedule for the event that would take place in Ramallah and took a mental note.
Earlier on May 18th, I met my dear friends and cousin for a little lunch. My youngest sibling tagged along also.
“Let’s go the PalFest? It’s the last day.”
“Sure,” we agreed. It wasn’t far from where we were sitting.
We got to Khalil El-Sakakini Cultural Center, and the performances were happening right in the garden. We sat and listened.
We listened to Ahdaf Soueif, Nathalie Handal, Jehan Bseiso (I even formally met her), and others. We listened, laughed, cried, and hoped. There was so much hoping and smiling.
When one of my friends was crying, my youngest sibling turned to me and said, “Why’s she crying?”
The words. The words.
One of the performances were for Nathalie Handal, and she sang to us. She sang something along the lines of “Dance. Let’s just dance.” It was so soothing, so magical, and as I observed my youngest sibling, with her head in her hands, watching and listening closely, I was overcome with such calmness for her.
After the performance was over, my youngest sibling turned to me and said, “That was really nice,” in Arabic.
I smiled. It was. She went home and told my mother about the performance.
When she’s old enough, I want to remember to ask her if this was a pivotal moment for her wanting to attend such events, even though the language is very complicated. After that evening, my youngest sibling wanted to tag along for other literary or spoken word events. At times, she did, and at other times, she wanted to ride her bike with cousins her age.
Sometimes, when we are sitting together, her and I, we remember Nathalie Handal and those words to that song, and we sing them over and over. I still hear her singing, “Dance. Let’s just dance.”